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Let's go back to the night before last, When the present was future, not just the past. Let's turn around and close our eyes real tight, To see the unseen through our blackened sight. Let us fall into eternity without looking back, And fade into colour as our world goes black. Let us hide in the corners of our own darkened minds, Under the love, away from the hate, disguised from our crimes. Breaking free of the shackles that blind us, Sleeping through our existence never to bind us. Take my hand and come with me right now, I'll take you into eternity, that is my vow. I'll love you forevermore, and never let you go, We'll break through

You help the butterflies fly, and the grass to grow, You help the fish to swim, and the clouds to snow, You bring joy and laughter to every one you meet, You do so many good deeds, yet you remain discreet. When you realise that you want to spend the rest of your life with another person.. I suppose you want the rest of your life to begin as soon as absolutely possible.. Things are changing, my heart is beating to different rhythms and gentle melodies.. All I've ever done with my life is make my way to you.. You make me smile. You make me laugh. You keep me strong. You are as crazy as I am. You understand me. You don't hurt me. You a

The air catches in your lungs, And memories fill your mind, All the years that have passed, Gone in the blink of an eye. All of the trials and tribulations, The laughter and the tears, Gripping you firmly by the throat, As you free yourself from the years. As a new door bursts open, An old window closes tight, Trapping inside "what could have been's" Knowing your choice was right. As I sit and listen to this song, I remember the good times, The jokes, the chatter, the singing, The creative & random climbs. That moment when you remember, That everything that used to be, Has vanished; been lost in an instant... .. I guess I will just smile

All of your noise is making me sick, I can't keep juggling all of your shit. Your insane antics are wearing me down, But I'll only stop battling when I drown. I keep picking up the pieces of your life, Trying to keep you happy and out of strife, Yet you don't care about me or what I'm doing, You just want what you want; every pot you're stewing. You have left me with so much anger and regret, You stared me down as you made your threat, Holding me to ransom against my every will? Don't push me, or I will hunt you for the thrill. I can't keep watching as you continue falling, I can't make this go away if you won't stop crawling. I

I am reaching out through darkness to find your hand, To feel your reassuring touch, and your confident gaze, I can't believe how powerful your hold over me is, I don't know if I could ever break away. Lost in contemplative thought, I can feel your emotions, Etched through your every movement, so intricate, I am longing to hold you in my arms, to keep you safe, But could I ever truly be the one to ensure that? You hold me captive with every word you speak, Sometimes I am left sitting in absolute silence, The beat of your heart makes me want to dance, I can hardly hold my body from swaying into your rhythm. Your smile rips one off

My mind has been opened, All my emotions lain bare, The fear of truth is crippling, How much can I stand to share? To fake left will break my heart, To the right I will always fall, I can't see past my mistakes, Forever building a dangerous wall. I dropped to my knees in horror, As the realisation finally hit, I wondered what it would be like, If my body and mind were split. It crushed me from the outside in, I could hardly even breathe, My muscles were ripping from my bones, My arms, around myself, I wreathed. I felt the dangerous sob of failure, Richochette through my transparent soul, Not able to understand what was happ

Endings can be so complicated, Rarely do they make sense, Temperamental, twisted and cruel, Never understanding the end. Acid dripping into an open wound, Ripping through pulsing veins, Blinding with ruthless anger, Strapping the heart's weathered reins. I could never fathom such regret, To understand that my end is near, Whispering behind my consciousness, Scarring my face with solemn tears. This ending will not be complicated, And it will make such perfect sense, Peaceful, glowing, feeling content, I finally understand my end.

Dear Family, I can't believe how badly so many of you have let me down. Age has shown me many things, but more than anything else, it has shown me that you are not the people that I thought you were, in fact, you're not even people that I really want to be a part of my life anymore. You're all selfish, uncaring, ruthless and you're emotionally abusive. I can't trust any of you. You're liars; yes.. You're so damn good at twisting the truth to suit you. Get a life. Most of you have walked away from me with little to no understanding for the situation that you are walking away from. To be honest, I don't even know what this 'situation' is su

Standing upon a cliff face; the midnight breeze ruffles through my hair, Here I am exposed; I have nothing else to lose and nothing left to fear, Closing my eyes as the sea crashes beneath me; I am broken, I am bare. I reach out and feel your fingers pressed to mine - calling me near. I collapsed to my knees as you stared into my eyes; such a beautiful golden hue, My limbs started aching; you have trapped body, I am numb, I wish I could understand this yearning; please give me a clue, I can't stand here forever; staring down the barrel of your loaded gun.

I couldn't breathe when I woke, I forgot how to; without you here, I felt my heart crumple as it broke, When I realised you weren't near. I missed caressing your soft skin, As your eyes burned into mine, As the sun lit up my sleepy grin, Our fingers would intertwine. I missed your arms wrapped around me, And your breathing against my neck, Never could I ever feel so free, When you'd kissed me softly; just a peck. I need you, baby, I need you with me, Not on the other side of this damn world, I need you here so I can breathe, So my muscles won't ache; they'll unfurl. I faltered when I couldn't hear your voice, Your low raspy t